Feelings are subjective

when i see a vehicle similar to that of your's,
i would slow down mine and try to get a glimps of the number plate,
much hoping that it would be your car with your number plate,

but in the back of my mind i know i'm just playing tricks with myself,
knowing that you are somewhere else,
meeting new people,
experiencing life in a different setting,
holding responsibilities as a trainee...

as much as i want to tell you about aCt,
as much as i want you to come and watch,
i know you wouldn't be able to make it,
and i know you wouldn't see it the way i want you to.

a part of me wants this semester to pass by in a flash,
with high hopes of seeing you sooner,
to enjoy your company sooner,
to watching you "cut grass" on the courts every evening.

but
a part of me wants this semester to pass a lil' slower,
giving me time to do things that i need and want to do,
probably slack a lil' ,
spend time with the people i love...

whatever it is,
i hope that you're doing fine,
i can't wait to see you and catch up with you,
but most of all,

i miss you much.